31st july 2009
Omg i think i kept repeating this but i cant help it.. Its the end of another month.. Wahaha.. Time just keep going.. So please learn to grab hold of it ya.. hahaz.. I m super tired now and planning to get my earliest rest because i have to work alone again as Saffir is on leave.. Ok stop complaining.. hahaz.. Was the earliest to reach HQ today which its quite a miracle.. hahaz.. Reach TTSH with the same routine.. Saffir asked me so as usual?? Go straight turn left.. I was like Ya.. hahaz.. If you work in TTSH and you know us well or you have frequently read this blog you would know what it means.. Hahaz.. Keep guessing.. hahaz.. Ok the answer is SUBWAY.. hahaz.. Ate there and in the meantime discussing how are we going to handle the sisters thanks to the sucky place they gave us.. Was really stress at that time.. Thinking of all possible ways to get out of that DOGHOLE.. hahaz.. Ok after the breakfast its time to witness with our eyes our so called DOGHOLE.. hahaz.. And eventually it wasnt as bad as we expected.. In fact it was GOOD.. hahaz.. Kinda like that place.. Its like a dream place to work in.. They specially fixed the power socket so we can use our laptop and fans.. They also fixed the announcement thing near our place thanks to Yigang.. Because they were in desprate measures to change the place so he just anyhow give some excuses and yet they turned out into our benefit.. hahaz.. Ok everything turned out fine until the 1st ambulance came.. It was a standby PLUS collapse.. OMG.. i think i got quite some time never see collapse already.. Haiz.. hahaz.. Anyways we got 2 collapse for today.. Kinda sway.. Then this Sharz say we never bathe.. hahaz.. Ate Bandito for lunch and i HATE IT.. OMG.. IT SUX BAD.. I used to like Bandito like mad but after the comeback IT SUCK... Then Huda was in the pantry when i was eating it so we talked about School Band as we share the same CCA last time and arts as we share the same interest.. hahaz.. Ok after i walk out of the pantry.. I saw the most TRAUMA CASE ever.. The first ever.. Ok now let me say it as detail as possible(although its kinda disgusting.. But if its not detailed then it defeat the purpose.. So use your wonderful imagination well ya).. hahaz.. Here it goes.. Its a RTA(Road Traffic Accident).. I dont know how it happen as i m a hospital medic and i asked the paramedic on scene he also dont really know what happen.. But what he guessed and according to experience was.. The women aged 32 named Sun Yan that came from China.. Wahh cant believe i can remember all the details so well.. hahaz.. Got her leg trapped in between a huge vehicle(i dont know what).. Then the vehicle moved and she got her leg twisted and dragged.. Ok it sounds digusting already.. Worst part was her daughter was with her and witnessed every single thing.. Eww... Ok when she arrived the hospital we didnt manage to help to transfer because the hospital is close so we camped in the pantry.. hahaz.. Gideon(his medic) came and ask us to go witness his case and he said it till damn disgusting and as us to get ready so we get some mental preparation.. hahaz.. Ok when i saw the patient live.. i got trauma for like 10minutes.. Thinking of it now still stresses me.. hahaz.. Ok what i saw was a naked lower leg bone which is super bloody.. The flesh were all detached from the bone and you can see a space between the flesh and the bone with nerves and veins all around.. Ok thats the best i can describe it i guess.. And its like OMG..... Worst thing is Saffir said he saw the doctor pouring out blood from the detached flesh to a bag or plastic thing.. WHICH IS SO DISGUSTING!!! luckily i was attending to another case in front.. LOL.. Alrights if you dont get it still.. Read it or ask me live.. hahaz.. Alrights guess thats all for today.. Got to sleep soon.. Anyways July has been a good month i guess other than ALMOST getting H1n1.. hahaz.. And also cant believe i got about 500 page view in a month.. Thanks for reading.. It makes me feel like blogging more =).. Dont stop ya.. hahaz.. Alrights till tomorrow.. CAOZ!!! =)

30th july 2009
Hmm actually theres nothing much to blog about for these 2 simple days.. Pure simple.. Dota, Eat, Sleep and artwork.. hahaz.. Super addicted to drawing potraits now.. I have finished the Tifa's artwork yesterday plus some modifications on Reno and today i m drawing Miss Swift.. hahaz.. Just testing myself if i could draw human potraits as well.. Well you shall judge when im done ya.. hahaz.. Went to whitesands today because my sister wants to get her MC and we wanna go shop for CDs... CD-rama is having a GSS now i guess which is kinda late.. hahaz.. Hmm really nothing to say so i guess i shall skip it to the pictures.. hahaz..

Ok since todays post is short.. I shall post the album of recommendation here.. =D.. And its to Alisa.. A ABC(American Born Chinese) singer.. Ok this is the 1st chinese singer i post here.. So those not into Mandopop can just end here if you want?? hahaz.. Especially the anti-Cheena Machi.. hahahaz.. And here she is.. I feel she is talented and have a great vocal..
Alisa Debut Album

01.Hound Dog

Alrights the first song i listen to is this track.. Firstly its because its her rendition to Elvis Presley's hit song.. Secondly its her first ever song on TV in One million stars(a Taiwanese singing competition).. And she scored a perfect score for it.. Should go try listening ya.. hahaz.. You aint nothing but a Hound Dog crying all the time.. hehehe..


02. 出乎意料(unexpected)
Its a duet with Wilber Pan another of my favourite male singer.. Actually wanted to intro his album for this month but Alisa won him.. hahaz.. A very relaxing song to listen to..


03. 如果沒有明天(If theres no tomorrow)
Was pulled to listen because of the title.. I was like wahh.. Emo song.. If theres no tomorrow.. Which really makes me wants to listen and have this thought.. What if i dont have tomorrow?? Anyways.. This song is really a emo song.. Really nice.. The lyrics goes.. Help me stop the time.. Hold my hands tightly.. Give me more Ifs in my life.. If theres no tomorrow.. If theres a next life.. If god can answer our prayers.. Our happiness comes with a price of bitterness.. We got so hurt because of a hug.. But whats there to ask for.. When u are in my arms i would forget all sorrow.. Since we are happy at the present.. I wanna thank you for letting heaven exist.. Even though i only have you as my love.. I would have any regret.. If i die tonight..


04. Rock Your Body
This is her first hit single.. A super catchy song.. Its Rock mix with alittle 80s feeling.. Quite a refreshing idea.. COME ON AND ROCK YOUR BODY!!!


05. 非我不可(You belong with me)
Another sad song..


Alrights thats all for the album of the month.. CaoZ.. =D

28th july 2009
I m super tired today thanks to yesterday's class.. It made me slept late.. Felt so sleepy when waking up.. Anyways who dont feel sleepy when waking up at 5am.. hahaz.. Did the same routine and went to report and HQ and then TTSH.. Got some time to get some quick nap because the driver was early so i reached TTSH at 715am so i got some sleep till 8am at the usual place.. Soon its time to work and time flies unknowningly when u are asleep ya.. hahaz.. Today Singapore is very sick as they need loads of ambulances.. Hahaz.. Which means its quite a busy day.. Saffir got me Macdonalds breakfast from united square which is SUPER FAR.. hahaz.. I also asked him to get me alot of butter as i need loads.. hahaz.. When he returned we started eating.. To our surprise Raudah and Huda was faster than us to be in the pantry.. Its time to eat the long awaited breakfast Hotcakes.. hehehee.. I spreaded the butter like nobodies business.. i put 2 butter for each hotcake and they(Saffir, Huda and Raudah) was disgusted.. LOL.. Huda also said i m like a little boy who play with the butter.. LOL... I said thats my eating style ma.. Not saying that my eating style is a little boy style but i just love hotcakes with butter.. Hahaz.. After that we were discussing about the meat that comes with the hotcakes.. Huda and Raudah says its chicken.. I said its turkey and Saffir said its beef.. It was quite a discussion and we still cant come out with a conclusion.. So anyone reading this can please tell us what the meat really is.. LOL... After the breakfast its again the same thing ambulances and stuff no special case for today.. But today marks another history for me as i went to Novena Square to pierce my ear.. Hehehe.. I went to pierce it with Michelle.. Bad thing is.. Its a bad experience.. hahaz.. The piercing was ok.. It dont hurt just felt like a hypocount taking kinda thing but then the placement is at the ears.. hahaz.. But the worst part is when i m putting the earstick as i need to take the stud off because i m working.. The process of the earstick into my ears SUCK SO BAD.. It was first done by Michelle.. Actually she didnt want to help me put it in as she said putting a earstick is you must feel it kinda thing.. But i dont know how.. So i ask her to.. hahaz.. She tried and she cant get it in.. Then after that Saffir started to try doing it.. The bad experience was when they pierce it in then inside the ear they want to find the other hole to get it out.. It was horrible.. It was like digging something in my flesh.. You can feel something trying to get out in your ear and it really really really makes me sick.. There was one point i almost puke and they get so worried and makes me worried to see them worried for me.. LOL.. They thought i was in pain but i m not.. I just felt super disgusted by the feeling.. So we had no choice but to go into the handicap toilet and yeah right the 3 of us.. LOL.. I sat on the toilet bowl and i felt that my hands are cold.. I know Saffir just wanna get it done quickily so that i can get out of the feeling.. Really a big thanks to him.. It lasted like 5minutes in the toilet but to me it was like 5 hours.. The feeling is really torturing.. But after they said its done then everything started to be normal for me again just need abit of cooldown.. hahaz.. When i go back to the workplace the ambulances came like diarrhoea(learnt from Saffir).. hahaz.. i got like 15ambulances call from 7.10pm to 8.10pm and i almost fainted as i was working alone.. Saffir went back for some home matters.. I was super busy but hope i handled it well.. After the diarrhoea.. The hospital was closed then i thought i could go use the toilet as i think i also have diarrhoea(the real one).. Just when i m about to go.. There was one walk in patient who ask me for help as his friend need to see a doctor.. So i went.. He said that his friend had a nervous breakdown and needs to see a doctor urgently but when i reach his friend.. The friend was just standing there refusing to go see the doctor and claims that her friend which is him was insane.. So i m stuck in this insane conversation/quarrel.. The girl wants to go to the airport to meet her mum but she insisted that this insane friend of her dragged her to see a doctor.. In the guy situation he said that the girl suffers from nervous breakdown and needs to see a doctor.. So at that point of time i dont know who to believe and i m so confuse so i rushed to a police officer and let him settle this situation.. The guy then asked the police officer to drag her to see the doctor.. The thing that the police officer said was right.. He said if the patient doesnt wants to see a doctor on her own accord theres nothing the police can do.. Its her own will and decision which i have to agree but why i didnt think of it when i was alone handling.. Guess too many things happens till my brain isnt functioning well.. hahaz.. The whole scene was about half an hour and i just left the hospital at about 8.40pm because today is really kinda a bad day and i was really tired of all these shit but before i left of coz i went to shit.. hahaz.. Another reason i left early was also the hospital was closed anyways so there wouldnt be any ambulances except standbys.. hahaz.. I was super busy till i forgotten to eat my dinner also.. hahaz.. So on the way back i went to takeaway in Macdonalds.. Back at home i was chatting in MSN with some friends and a new friend from NUH.. She said she suddenly remembered me so she added me in facebook.. I said hmm so you get my facebook account from Siva(NUH medic)??? She said no she search for my name.. I was like WOW you actually remembered my name.. hahaz.. The conversation was super long as if i have known her for ages but nope i just know her for half a day.. Then i realised when people click they can share conversations forever.. hahaz.. Alrights thats all for today.. Was really a nightmare especially in TTSH but in the night it was ok.. hahaz.. And lastly to Michelle and Saffir if you would ask me if i regretted piercing my ear today.. I would say no.. If i have to go though all the hassle to get my ear pierced again.. The answer is no choice but i would.. So dont feel guilty ok.. hahaz.. I know my face was white just now.. Hope i dont scare you too and thanks so much =).. Thats the end of todays post which is rather long.. hahaz.. CaoZ

27th july 2009
Work work.. Its time for work in TTSH again and the its the worst day of all because its monday.. Monday BLUES =( and Most ambulance day wrapped in one with a ribbon on it.. hahaz.. Quite sucky today because i dont feel like waking up as usual.. hahaz.. But was awoken by Raudah's tag saying that i looked cute enough.. Wohoo.. Thanx man.. hahaz.. After i shut down the computer its time for the most boring time of everyday.. The travelling to HQ.. It SUCK.. It really is.. When we reach TTSH as usual Saffirs leg will automatically walk into Subway THEN the most important part is DEH what you want to eat.. Why we come here?? with a BIG QUESTION MARK on his head(hope my caps can let you all imagine his expression.. hahaz).. Then in my mind i was thinking.. He auto walk in then still ask me what i wanna eat.. Joker.. hahaz.. Ok after the breakfast things are as usual.. Ambulance, transferring, registering, talking, slacking.. hahaz.. But something different was i was drawing in the pantry.. Concentrating on the Tifa and its quite a good feeling when people get amazed by my drawing.. Hehe.. And the best part is Jerome and one cleaner ask if i was drawing myself when they saw the Reno's picture.. WAHAHAHAHAHA.. Can see the amazed but disappointed and shocked expression from Saffir's face.. hahaz.. Then we got a SUPER FUNNY patient today.. Theres this chinese old man.. About 65 he rolled from the stretcher to the trolley.. Which means his butt was facing up and he was kinda plump so the width of the trolley just matched his size.. Saffir and i just laughed out silently.. I know its kinda unprofessional BUT WE CANT HELP IT.. hahaz.. The worst part was when the handle was up.. Its as if we just caged a bear.. hahahaz.. Then after that i have to ask the particulars from him because none of the ambulance crew knows how to speak hokkien.. Then he gave me a IC number with 6 numbers.. I kept asking him to repeat because maybe he will blurt out the last number plus the alphabet.. But that never happen =_=!!! hahahaz.. Then i asked him where got IC number got 6 numbers one.. He still can answer me.. THIS IS THE NEW ONE.. NOW NEW ONE SIX NUMBERS YOU DONT KNOW AR.. At that point of time i just wanna F**K off and run to the nearest toilet to have a good laugh.. What a weird bear.. hahaz.. Next we got the 2 most disgusting case we ever get.. The first one was one old lady vomiting.. Vomiting is normal BUT she vomited with a face mask on it.. So the vomitus flowed out of the mask like... Fountain of vomit??? OMG that sounds disgusting.. hahaz.. And the worst part was when she took out the mask the vomitus was all around her face. CAN YOU IMAGINE IT?? If you cant better dont because there will be a slight chance you will be like her.. Well without the mask though.. LOL.. The second one was a RTA case standby with a amputated lower leg.. OMG... You can never imagine what we saw.. It was a total ERRRRRRR.. ok i need to go to the toilet thing.. hahaz.. He was only 32... When i get to the resus he was stripped but i didnt see the amputation because i need to get the contact number as thats like the most important thing to a PSA now.. And the surprising thing is he can still answer what i asked.. AMAZING HUH.. hahaz.. After i passed in the case i almost passed out.. Hahaz alrights thats all the special case of TTSH and today we got like one of the least calls thanks to the lazy err i mean good nurses today.. LOL.. I left at around 6pm for Eggstory today and yupps thats all for today.. CaoZ..

25th july 2009

22nd july 2009
wahh todays title will be a once in a 400years title and i m glad that i m living in the one quater chance of time.. The day of witnessing an eclipse is SUPER COOL.. I set my alarm to 8am just to catch this super rare chance.. The eclipse only happen in China sadly or else i will dash out of my house to catch this super rare hmm could we say its a super rare weather?? or a super rare work of mother nature?? Anyways 22nd July is the day of a Total Eclipse day.. I learnt alot when i was watching the live documentry?? hahaz.. Its saying that every year the Eclipse will happen once or twice because of the earth is spinning around the sun while the moon too is spinning round in an opposite direction.. When the 3 huge ball meet.. The eclipse will appear.. But not aways a total eclipse day though.. Most of the time it will be like not accurate of the total coverage of the sun because the sun is super huge like 40x bigger than the moon but the moon is 40x nearer to us.. So in order for total eclipse to appear the position must be super exact plus its a 200KM diameter spread.. Ok enough of brief of the total eclipse now the big question is.. HOW DID THE ASTROLOGIST KNOW THE EXACT LOCATION AND EXACT TIMING THAT THE TOTAL ECLIPSE WILL APPEAR... Its like SUPER OMG... hahaz.. They can even predict the next eclipse and where will it happen.. Which is DAMN GOOD.. hahaz.. Alrights because of the total eclipse i have to cab down to my HQ to attend the monthly hospital medic meeting.. hahaz.. I was late though because the taxi turned the wrong way.. But luckily Encik Lai was even later.. hahaz.. Alrights this hospital medic meeting i think its the most meeting-like.. hahaz why i said that?? because the usual stuff will be plainly asking hows your hospital and any problems and then see you the next month.. hahaz.. But this month's hospital medic meeting talks alot of stuff.. And was mainly saying that we are not doing our job well by covering paramedics when they take a super long time to get out of the hospital.. So guess we have no choice ya.. Ok after the meeting Saffir and i went to orchard to meet michelle for a Seoul garden breakfast+lunch+dinner... hahaz.. We ate and ate and ate.. Talk and talk and talk till we spent nearly 5hours at there.. hahaz.. Till one of the waitresses complaint that we are taking super long.. hahaz.. After the Seoul garden we went to watch Harry Potter, the half blood prince with Seri.. Hmm it was not a very bad movie like what everyone is saying in the end la.. Just a average one.. Not fantastic and not horrible kinda thing.. But one thing is for sure my back aches because we are sitting at the 2nd row.. hahaz.. But if you are a fan then this is a show not to be miss la.. To continue ma.. hahaz.. Alrights i guess thats about it for today.. CaoZ..

Here are the pictures of the day:

21st july 2009

19th july 2009

18th july 2009

17th july 2009
Wohoo finally its time to get out and have fun.. Its been awhile ever since i was sick.. I forced myself to sleep more because we are planning to watch a midnight show called Haunting.. When i woke up the first thing in my mind was MY ARTWORK.. Its been awhile since i felt this way.. hahaz.. Guess i should do more artwork rather than slacking or playing DOTA.. hahaz.. Then Desmond approached me in MSN asking me for a game of DOTA.. I couldnt resist it so i went for a game with him.. Haiz.. Dota is still too irresistable for me.. hahaz.. After the game i quickily rushed to bathe and went out because i m LATE.. Reached Cineleisure at around 6.15pm and went to kbox for the Kbuffet.. Wohooo.. Shiokness.. hahaz.. As usual we sang.. ate.. SCREAMED.. make fun of songs.. and really had lots of fun.. The buffet at Kbox is really nice you should try if you havent though.. It has everything.. From Sashimi to Cooked food to ready made food to salads to ice cream to fruits and so on.. After the singing its time for the movie.. Funny incident happened when we are buying tickets at the 9th storey.. The person whos selling the tickets wasnt there and theres a guy wearing quite smartly in front of the desk.. Kaela then asked where to get the tickets so i pointed at the cashier.. She then approached the guy wearing smartly and said excuse me and wanting to buy the tickets.. She then realised its not the person and we laugh like mad.. hahaz.. Alrights in the end we didnt get to watch the movie as the tickets were like hotcakes and we didnt want to sit on the front roll so we went to play pool instead.. Its the first time Kaela played pool and she did it quite well i must say.. Fast learner huh.. hahaz.. And in every team i go to.. It will definately lose and then they started to call me jinx.. Haiz.. Just my luck ya.. hahaz.. After the pool game we cabbed back and i started to do my artwork again.. I told myself i have to finish the guy today and i did it till 3am.. Haiz TIRED.. but its worth it ya... hahaz.. Will upload the artwork tomorrow if its done and i hope it is and thats all for today.. =)

Haiz Kaela still says that my hair is CUI... Shit man.. the next time i think i m going to cut my hair at REDS.. LOL..

16th july 2009
Ok today its a very tiring day to me due to yesterdays one man show in TTSH.. hahaz.. But luckily Saffir's MC has ended today so he will be working with me for today.. We went to Subway as soon as we reached TTSH as usual.. Then in Subway the stunner did the stun already.. It was quite an awakening call.. hahaz.. Ok the stun was he was busy refilling his cup of Orange then suddenly the dispenser spoilt and dropped in his cup.. He said he heard a Blup sound but didnt know what it is so he continued pressing.. This time instead of flowing properly the drink sprinkled and splash onto his hand and onto another lady.. The lady screamed and walked away.. The scene was quite hilarious.. hahaz.. After he finished eating we went to start our work.. The incident number started from 67.. We were thinking today should be a easy day because usually when we come the incident number should start at around 90+ to 100+.. But we were utterly wrong.. Today was one of the busiest day we ever had.. With the total of 57calls and when we are moving off there are still ambulance coming in but we left because we are super tired.. Linda at the EDX counter was also super stress till she asked me to register at the standby area instead of the normal place.. I was stunned.. hahaz.. Alrights thats all for today.. The busiest day in TTSH.. =)

15th july 2009

10th july 2009
Finally i have enough energy to post up this post.. Haiz was super sick the past few days.. It all started on Wednesday when i got to work.. I wasnt feeling very good then.. My nose cant stop running and my throat was like being cut eat time i try to talk but i have no choice but to.. Some patient relative are trying to figure out what am i saying.. Got to thank the mask that i m wearing that cuts half of my voice volume too.. Then Kamalia ask me how come today i look like Ayam sakit.. I am Duh.. hahaz.. But of coz she didnt know till i tell her.. Met Kalai at the foodcourt also as she was in TTSH for attachment.. Couldnt talk to her much because i really felt so sick.. Luckily for me i got a GREAT BUDDY Saffir.. Who insisted me to go home and have a rest.. I didnt want to at first because its hes third day of work and he must be super tired but he keep insisting me to go and i felt really weak and sick so i left at 3pm.. Took a cab home one thing because i m super weak and sick and the other was i scared that i have H1N1 virus so i took the cab home.. Although it will infect the taxi driver but i have no other alternatives.. I try to keep my mouth shut thoughout the journey and thank god i dont have a cough.. Went back thinking it was a normal flu and sorethroat so i get my sleep.. I slept all the way till around 11pm when my dad came back and ask if i m ok.. I said i was.. Then he gently touch my forehead and said that i was having fever.. I was really shock and scared at that moment.. My dad then quickily took a thermometer and ask me to check it out myself.. My temperature was 38degrees and now i m really freaking out.. I was so afraid of getting H1N1 not because i m afraid of the disease but the people that i m with and everything will get it too.. This time i told my dad i want to go to the doctor.. My dad ask me not to just take rest but i insist.. When i was at the clinic.. I was asked the same question that i m asking everyday in TTSH.. LOL.. I find it really a joke.. It goes like this Sir see doctor?? Any travel history the past one week?? Got cough, running nose, sorethroat fever?? Amusing and i got it all.. Hahahaz.. The nurses there was stunned then the next question is do you have any contact with H1N1 patient.. I was like how can i not?? i m working in the most dangerous place in Singapore.. hahahaz.. Then i went in to see the doctor telling him in full detail what had really happened to me.. Then i told him i m a medic from TTSH because he asked.. Then he was like amazed because in his time theres no such thing as hospital medic.. Then i ask the doctor if i m having H1N1.. He said probrably not because i m still very alert and stuff.. He also said that even i got H1N1 it doesnt really matter now already.. Because the disease is everywhere.. Just be considerate and stay at home can already.. After hearing that i m assured although i knew it already.. But when you thought you got it the feeling of assurance from verbally from the public and from a doctor is so different.. My dad bought fish porridge for me because i told him i havent eat ever since breakfast.. But i simply have no appetite for anything.. Haiz.. I just end my miserable Wednesday like this.. On thursday i felt so much better already and i just Dota-ed the whole day to keep my mind away from the sick feeling.. But my mouth is stink with the smell of medicine and i really hate it.. Haiz.. I end my day earlier then usual because i know i needed it.. hahaz.. So now it comes to today.. Dota-ed again and called the medical department about what really happened to me.. I told them that i have 7days MC(the longest i ever get.. hahaz) and i told them its not worth it if i endorse it because i officially MC-ed for 2days only due to my working time table.. The rest of the days are my off days.. So i told them if they are going to endorse it as 7days then i will not endorse the MC and get to work tomorrow.. They replied and asked me to rest at home because its officially my MC and i m ok now doesnt mean i m ok because they are afraid of the complications later and the workplace i m working in also is complicated.. Then they said they know i m doing this because of the record on my ORD cert because it will be written so they say maybe they will help me cover it and still make my record clean.. At that moment i felt so happy.. Wohoo.. Its like a 2 in 1 thing.. hahaz.. Alrighty thats all for my sickly moments.. Now i felt so refresh after all the rest i had but the only thing thats make me feel bad now is that tomorrow Saffir has to work alone.. Haiz.. Theres nothing i can do ya.. hahaz.. Lastly i wanna thank you to all those people who wishes me all the get well wishes.. Thats really really nice.. Its SUPER nice when you are sick and people sends you these wishes.. Even thats the simplest thing they can do but to me its a HUGE thing.. Thank you SOOOooooooOOoooOOoOoo Much.. =).. CaoZ..

07th july 2009
What a nice date to blog.. Its 07/07/09.. Wahahaz.. Today is a nice day.. Went to work and Saffir told me about the new medic stuff.. Saying he is very innocent and blur.. Then i told him everyones first day is also blur one.. And as in innocent i asked him i look more innocent or the new medic.. He had a big laugh saying YOU! INNOCENT?? YOU AHBENG YOU KNOW!!!.. LOL... Then i was like i m innocent ok.. LOL.. Then he say wadeVa la.. Hes not innocent he is naive.. And then we had some time debating on this topic.. Hahaz.. We then move on to some other topics like he said he can imagine how he was when he just came into TTSH.. Must be a blur cock and stuff and i agreed.. Hehez.. Then it was closed at 7pm and we took the opportunity to walk all the way to Macdonalds which is like 1KM - 2KM away from TTSH and enjoyed it.. It was a wonderful dinner apart from the MacSpicy burning our tongues.. Ok today was quite busy but fun and fast.. Caught a flu today though.. Thanks for all the regards from friends from facebook.. Really appreciate it.. =).. Ok here are my thoughts for today.. It was inspired in the MRT today.. I saw a little girl about 4years old not zipping her pants.. Actually i wanted tell her mum who was just beside.. But i didnt know how to approach.. I was thinking like what if the mum thought i was a pervert always looking at peoples THAT part.. And its like not appropriate so at last i didnt.. Haiz.. Why have i become like this?? Like everything i do i must think of so many bad consequences?? Then next was when the train stopped at Pasir Ris which is the terminal.. There was a guy still sleeping soundly.. Actually i wanted to wake him up but alast i didnt and i didnt know why i didnt.. But in the end theres one Indian man walked in to wake him up.. Haiz.. Why my life is becoming so many actually(s).. Haizzzzzzzzz..... Sometime i wonder why i cant just go that extra mile.. It may save someone something if you just did that extra thing that will not harm you by anything.. Hmm.. Alrights next time i think i should JUST DO IT.. Ya.. hahaz.. Just do what you think its right.. If its wrong then learn from mistakes ya.. =).. Alright now my nose's tap needs some plumber to stop it.. Guess tomorrow i will lead a healthy lifestyle till my flu is recovered ya.. hahaz.. Alrights thats all for today CaoZ.. =)

06th july 2009
Plainly slacking at home for the past 2 days.. Spend my time playing Dota.. Cleaning my room(amazingly i did that.. hahaz).. Facebook-ing.. Restuarant city-in.. Went for running.. internet surfing.. Hmm thats all.. Hahaz.. Although it looks boring but its totally enjoyable for me.. A Alone-time ya.. hahaz.. Guess everyone needs it ya.. hahaz.. Alrights enough of boring stuff now for some interesting stuff to not make this post super BORING.. hahaz.. I want to reccomend a restuarant at Terminal 3.. Its called Earles Swensens.. The special thing of it is it has a salad bar and the best thing is its a buffet salad bar.. KEKEKEKE.. Salad lovers you know where to go now ya.. hahaz.. It has a really wide range of foods.. From vegetables to fruits to some meat stuff which is kinda random to type of sauces.. I have been there for like thrice and after each time i went back thinking of its salad bar.. hahaz.. Go try it if you are outta place to eat or planning to eat something special and healthy.. hahaz.. Heres a video i've been wanting to share.. Its a stand up comedy by Kumar a Singapore talent.. Watch it and have a good laugh ya.. =)

04th july 2009
Wahhh.. Today is simply one of the worst day in my life.. Ok will tell in as much details as i can with my sleepy mind.. hahaz.. Here it goes.. It started with quite an OK day because at last Saffir went to work.. Which means i dont have to work alone today.. We then talked about what we missed in each other absence.. I told him about what he missed when i m alone.. The morning was fine till when one security guard came and called us rudely to help a walk in case.. He was like OI got one walk in case la!! At that moment, we are still in an OK mood so we helped.. After that there were two more walk in cases with the same security screaming at us as if its our job and we are paid for it to do it but we are slacking at our counter.. At that point of time Saffir and i was quite pissed off already.. Saffir says if theres one more.. Just one more case hes going to go confront the security.. Suddenly the ambulance came in like mad.. As if theres a great singapore sale in TTSH.. They came in in super big groups and we are freaking busy.. At this time theres one ambulance case and Saffir is attending to it.. I was away because i have a standby case waiting to be handled.. When i m back i saw Saffir handling the walk in case instead of the ambulance case.. I was stunned.. But i saw alot of people crowding the walk in case so i think he is trying not to show any temper and show responsibility since we are in uniform.. When he push the trolley he suddenly turned very angry and said if he wasnt in uniform he would have punched the security.. At that moment i thought maybe because the security was rude to him or something like that.. But it wasnt the point.. He told me that the security yelled at him like ordering what to do then after he loaded the patient to bed the security said HAIYO next time one of you all sit at the security there to help the walk in la.. Then i dont need to always call you all and help.. When he told me that i flared up also.. WTH.. This is the nurses job and not that i wanted to push responsibility to them but its that our piority is to help the ambulance and if we are free we then help the walk in.. But helping the walk in firstly is not our job and we are helping for the sake of helping and for the public.. Why cant these people understand?? If something is to happen to the patients in our hands we are so dead.. Yes we are medically trained but we did not have live situation of helping people.. We only have senario based trainning so we only can handle like minor cases such as fever, dislocation or something because its some sort like the theory thing.. But comes to practical like Cardiac arrest, fits or something so major.. How are we to handle?? You may said that we are taught.. But somethings needs to be done in practical so that we know.. Something like driving kinda thing if you never touch the practical stuff.. How good you are in theory you will still without a license right?? Moreover we have no paramedics that are station there to help us or even teach us what to do.. So isnt nurses a better choice?? Ok after that incident we hav like 20 ambulance coming our way in 2hours which is SUPER BUSY and we didnt get to eat our dinner.. We got so tired out and fed up till we went up to Delifrance to have our dinner.. Luckily at that moment the hospital is closed for ambulance.. hahaz.. After i left TTSH i thought that all the bad things have ended but no.. I was so tired till i overshot my MRT stop for twice.. One at marina bay one at Pasir Ris.. Haiz.... Luckily the day have ended well and i hope there will never be a day like this again.. hahaz.. CaoZ..

3rd july 2009

2nd july 2009
Ok today is a super plain day.. A day of resting.. Preparation for tomorrow and the day after of work.. Did my 2.4KM run to get ready for my IPPT which i dont really know when.. But i promise myself to get a silver no matter what.. Its not about the money or glory or anything.. I just want to prove to myself i can do it and its an achievement also.. At least i gain something in my NS life rather than being a normal NSF who spent their 2 years just complaining why must do serve two years and stuff.. Other than the run, i DOTA-ed, MSN-ed and Facebook-ed the whole day.. Now i wonder.. Isit very hard to keep an relationship?? When someone just dont have any feeling to you and you kept giving.. Will that person get touched?? Or will the person get annoyed?? Okz i feel lost now and i dont know why i asked that.. Just some random thoughts.. Alrights i m ending this post NITEX everyone.. =)

1st july 2009

30th june 2009
Wohoo the last of June.. A super happening month for me.. Firstly its the departure of my dear friend Machi Michelle.. I really miss working with you sia.. =(.. Then theres pirvate ambulance coming into our lifes with paramedics changing station.. What a chore.. hahaz.. Then comes the unstable gowning stuff.. Gowning was hell and degowning makes our day.. Hahaz.. Then comes working alone in different hospital(i m trying to see my adaptability skills.. joking.. hahaz).. Which didnt seems to be too hard besides the other hospital kinda ok with me.. HENGZZZZ... hahaz.. Next up is the departure of my mentor cum senoir cum college cum friend Basith.. Really cant bear him leaving.. But everything must come to an end ya.. hahaz.. Okz then its a dream come true when i get my DSLR.. Went snapping away in Genting and Sentosa.. Really like taking photos.. No matter is shooting a subject or being a subject.. But i wont be a photographer although i know how to admire but i cant see the worth and value of it.. Hahaz.. Ok anyways then i m up here now after summarising this month.. Now its time for today.. hahaz.. Finally i m not alone working.. Saffir its back from Genting and TTSH is quite stablised from the swapping duties shit.. Ok today is a really good day.. Time passes fast because you've got accompany.. But really appreciate those whos with me when i m alone.. Thanks really SOOOOO MUCH.. Especially Machi, Diah, Seri and Bugis.. ARIGATO... Its craved in my heart =).. Ok now the fun part.. Saffir stuns of the day.. Stun number one.. He smelt pepper(knowingly).. LOL.. Stun number two.. He left his wallet in the drawer and left home(and its not the first time).. LOL.. POWER MAN.. I wonder who can leave without checking if his wallet is with him.. really got to get a handbag to be his wife.. hahaz.. Alrights thats all for today.. Really enjoyed this month.. It has the life contrast(for me) and i really enjoy every part of it.. The highs and lows.. The highs is to look forward to each day and the lows are those that makes me stronger as a person and i can feel i m.. Thanks for everything everyone.. It will be all written in my mind.. Especially this month.. Oh ya as you may notice my bloggy have just found its new home and its here.. So hope you welcome it here and change your links guyz and till next time CaoZ.. =)