10th july 2009
Finally i have enough energy to post up this post.. Haiz was super sick the past few days.. It all started on Wednesday when i got to work.. I wasnt feeling very good then.. My nose cant stop running and my throat was like being cut eat time i try to talk but i have no choice but to.. Some patient relative are trying to figure out what am i saying.. Got to thank the mask that i m wearing that cuts half of my voice volume too.. Then Kamalia ask me how come today i look like Ayam sakit.. I am Duh.. hahaz.. But of coz she didnt know till i tell her.. Met Kalai at the foodcourt also as she was in TTSH for attachment.. Couldnt talk to her much because i really felt so sick.. Luckily for me i got a GREAT BUDDY Saffir.. Who insisted me to go home and have a rest.. I didnt want to at first because its hes third day of work and he must be super tired but he keep insisting me to go and i felt really weak and sick so i left at 3pm.. Took a cab home one thing because i m super weak and sick and the other was i scared that i have H1N1 virus so i took the cab home.. Although it will infect the taxi driver but i have no other alternatives.. I try to keep my mouth shut thoughout the journey and thank god i dont have a cough.. Went back thinking it was a normal flu and sorethroat so i get my sleep.. I slept all the way till around 11pm when my dad came back and ask if i m ok.. I said i was.. Then he gently touch my forehead and said that i was having fever.. I was really shock and scared at that moment.. My dad then quickily took a thermometer and ask me to check it out myself.. My temperature was 38degrees and now i m really freaking out.. I was so afraid of getting H1N1 not because i m afraid of the disease but the people that i m with and everything will get it too.. This time i told my dad i want to go to the doctor.. My dad ask me not to just take rest but i insist.. When i was at the clinic.. I was asked the same question that i m asking everyday in TTSH.. LOL.. I find it really a joke.. It goes like this Sir see doctor?? Any travel history the past one week?? Got cough, running nose, sorethroat fever?? Amusing and i got it all.. Hahahaz.. The nurses there was stunned then the next question is do you have any contact with H1N1 patient.. I was like how can i not?? i m working in the most dangerous place in Singapore.. hahahaz.. Then i went in to see the doctor telling him in full detail what had really happened to me.. Then i told him i m a medic from TTSH because he asked.. Then he was like amazed because in his time theres no such thing as hospital medic.. Then i ask the doctor if i m having H1N1.. He said probrably not because i m still very alert and stuff.. He also said that even i got H1N1 it doesnt really matter now already.. Because the disease is everywhere.. Just be considerate and stay at home can already.. After hearing that i m assured although i knew it already.. But when you thought you got it the feeling of assurance from verbally from the public and from a doctor is so different.. My dad bought fish porridge for me because i told him i havent eat ever since breakfast.. But i simply have no appetite for anything.. Haiz.. I just end my miserable Wednesday like this.. On thursday i felt so much better already and i just Dota-ed the whole day to keep my mind away from the sick feeling.. But my mouth is stink with the smell of medicine and i really hate it.. Haiz.. I end my day earlier then usual because i know i needed it.. hahaz.. So now it comes to today.. Dota-ed again and called the medical department about what really happened to me.. I told them that i have 7days MC(the longest i ever get.. hahaz) and i told them its not worth it if i endorse it because i officially MC-ed for 2days only due to my working time table.. The rest of the days are my off days.. So i told them if they are going to endorse it as 7days then i will not endorse the MC and get to work tomorrow.. They replied and asked me to rest at home because its officially my MC and i m ok now doesnt mean i m ok because they are afraid of the complications later and the workplace i m working in also is complicated.. Then they said they know i m doing this because of the record on my ORD cert because it will be written so they say maybe they will help me cover it and still make my record clean.. At that moment i felt so happy.. Wohoo.. Its like a 2 in 1 thing.. hahaz.. Alrighty thats all for my sickly moments.. Now i felt so refresh after all the rest i had but the only thing thats make me feel bad now is that tomorrow Saffir has to work alone.. Haiz.. Theres nothing i can do ya.. hahaz.. Lastly i wanna thank you to all those people who wishes me all the get well wishes.. Thats really really nice.. Its SUPER nice when you are sick and people sends you these wishes.. Even thats the simplest thing they can do but to me its a HUGE thing.. Thank you SOOOooooooOOoooOOoOoo Much.. =).. CaoZ..