14th august 2009
Hmm everything seemed wrong today.. Woke up from the most hatest nightmare i can ever imagine.. It still hurts everytime i think of it.. I dont usually remember dreams but this one is unforgetable.. Alright this is how it goes.. It was a design competition for National Day.. I remembered i was in BRTC and i was given a last minute task because they just found out that i specialised in design and i was only given a 20minutes time frame to design(which is kinda ridiculous).. So i rushed something out but i over the time limit by i think 10minutes and the commissioner of SCDF was freaking pissed off .. Saying why this recruit is making all the people in the world waiting.. I rushed to him and handed in to him apologetically.. The commissioner just glance at it and the next thing he did was tearing it into two and threw it on the floor in front of all the SCDF recruits.. Its like slapping my face in front of them the only difference is the slap does not hurt that much.. My heart was like my design it was torn into two.. Which is the most hurtful thing that could be done to me now.. Then the commissioner said this kinda of quality can call yourself a designer ar?? I straight away retaliated and said right into his face in a angry manner.. Dont think you are a commissioner then you can insult people in front of the public.. You give any great designer a 20minutes time frame to think of something they may have the idea but may not even have time to execute out the design.. I was awoken by then but with that memory still stained.. To all peeps out there it is very very very very very hurting to insult a designer work.. Its even worser than killing that designer.. I think.. Coz i dont know the feeling of being killed hahaz.. Anyways HaiZ.. After i woke up i was really hurt.. After the dream i stablised my emotions and be prepared to go to Saffir's home to play PS3 with him.. It was quite late already so i decided to take a cab there.. It costed me 16bux which is kinda expensive but ahh heck la as i m bring a big fieldpack and it is quite heavy so its a good trade.. hahaz.. When i reached his house he was in the bath halfway but he came out to open the door for me.. hahahaz.. His hair was still with oil though according to what he says.. hahaz.. We then started to fix the PS3 but it didnt work.. We tried all ways and all TV in his house but it just dont work.. After an hour we got tired of it and i asked him to go bathe and we play computer in the end.. Played Samurai Warriors 2 he downloaded.. It was the 1st time for me to play SW2 in PC which is kinda hard to get use but it was ok.. hahahaz.. After that we went to North Point to catch G.I JOE.. Ok movie rating time.. First and foremost it was a better than expected movie for me.. The animation in the movie SUX big time.. Its like a year 2000 animation kinda thing.. It was done so unprofessional.. So unprofessional till even Saffir can even see that its animated which is no good.. Not saying that he is not professional to see this kinda thing or something but some animations are so good till it can bluff the whole world but people in the same trait knows its animated kinda thing.. hahaz.. The storyline was ok.. Its about a created mircobug that could destroy the whole world and the G.I Joes are suppose to stop it from happening.. Hmm after the movie we walked back to his house then i took a cab home again.. Haizz there goes my money.. hahahahaz.. Disappointed though because we planned to play PS3 and going for some trainning for IPPT but both the plan was ruined.. Haiz.. Guess today is not my day ya.. hahaz.. Hope tomorrow will be better =)... CaoZ..